Friday, June 4, 2010

“Sacrifice”

Sacrifice is the hardest
Thing I’ve done
Ask me why?
Cause by means of sacrifice
I lost him
I lost the person
Change my world
The person who makes
me fill that I’m special
That I’m not just a
Simple girl who wants happy life

Nawala siya sa akin
But I tried to push
My self to him to come back
Pero ayaw niya
I remember the sacrifices
We’ve shared together
The hardest of all
Is the losing of my friends trust
My family trust
Because of him
That’s a lot..
But he keeps staying
Away from me..

Sakit talaga kung
You give all what he wants
But he keeps telling you
That he don’t want you
And he loves the other person
Who is better than me

Oo saktan talaga ako nun
Pero ano pa ba magagawa ko
If he still love me?
Why his leaving me
Behind the hills
no chance at all time
Kung ayaw has a reason
Kung gusto has many ways

Hindi na ako umaasa
That he will come back
For all of my sacrifices..

I just want him to leave
And be happy for what
He had now..

It’s hard for me to
Face new life without him..
I know all of this has a cause..
God can only explain this..

I trust you
To be here beside me always
To take care me at all time
Happy to have you..

~edelweiss~

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

“TRUST”

Totoo pala yun noh..
Pag nawala ang trust mo
Para naring wala
Kasi ayaw mo ulitin niya
Kahit alam mo naman na
Di ka gaganti…
Bakit kaya ganon noh??
Ikaw na nga naghahanap
Ng paraan maayos
Ganon pa siya
Siguro nga wala
kaming trust kaya ganito
di talaga pwede
ayosin ng pagmamahal ang
TRUST
Lahat mawawala dahil sa
TRUST

Trust talaga ang kailangan
Sa isang relation
Pero paano pa mababalik??
Kung sa panahong
May tiwala ka sa kanya
Nag aaboso siya
Sa pagkabulag mo sa
Pag-ibig sa kanya
Siguro nga..
Dapat di ka magpaka bulag
Kahit alam mo na
 mahal mo siya
dapat sigurado ka rin
sa ginagawa niya

ngayon na wala na akong trust
at nawala narin sa kanya
mahal ko pa naman siya
pero paano yan di lang
trust nawala saamin
pati pagdududa meron na

I try many times to
 trust him ulit
pero sa panahong
 nag trust ako ulit
inulit din naman niya
ang pagkakamali niya


oo mahal ko siya
kaya bulag ako
kahit ang sakit sakit na
pero kinakaya ko parin
dahil nga siguro
pabaya lang ako
kaya ganito
pero ngayon ayoko
na magpaka bobo
mahal ko siya pero
di ko na kaya
it’s better siguro
I let him go
Than I will force him
To love me and trust
Me again…


~edelweiss~

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

BOREDOM COMES

Hate boredom
Yan parati ang kinaiinisan ko
Yung walang ginagawa
Kahit may gustohing gawin
Pero di ko magaagwa kasi
May nakaharang
Mga problema na
Parating nanjan sa tabi ko

BOREDOM happen always
Pag black out..
Wala ng internet
Wala pang t.v
Wala pang nag tetext
Ano ba yan

My boredom only kills
By my stories
I love writing stories
Kahit di maganda
Bahala na..
Basta na express ko yung
Feelings sa kaloob-looban
Ng puso ko na dumurugo

When BOREDOM comes
Unto you just read
My blogs and if you want
I’ll make you a love story
To make you’re self as
Proud as I am..

~edelweiss~